December 2003

I’m not bitter about what we had… More bitter about what she wants to keep even now. The lyric is crap, the song idea itself, wish I’d allowed music uploads 😛 is good

Sometimes I wish I’d never given myself before, saving myself for one person. Though in reality without the pain, the struggles and fighting that make up failed relationships, I wouldn’t be who I am now – and she wouldn’t want me anyway… but still, I wish she was my first love… That I could offer something untainted

Its kind of a song / interludey piece I came up with, I like it, it’s a feeling you know… Something wonderful enters your life, bringing with it a million gifts, and you feel inadequate to compensate… "Yes I love you, yes I want you, but i know I ran out already"